I didn't write that blog post because i hate you.
Not because i had a bad day.
It's because i think you need it.
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I know you know i'll read your blog.
Especially your recent post.
One thing.
You're still not standing up for yourself.
You're not convincing me that what I said was wrong.
You're still hoping for pity.
You still keep saying that you want to run to sri aman.
Or quit the prefectorial board.
Do you really love the board as much as you say?
Run lah. Quit lah.
As leaders, we are constantly being criticized.
We have to stand up for our opinions and choices daily.
Even if we fail, we still try.
Why don't I read this in your blog post?
You keep saying that you're stupid.
That you're weak.
Why don't you do something about that instead of whining all the time?
Pity is not going to get you anywhere.
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p.s don't worry about me losing sleep because of your blog post. Trust me. I didn't.
I still meant what I said before this.
7:53 AM
This post is for 2 specific persons
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Person #1
Who do you think you are? No. Honestly. What gives you the damn right to criticize us on the way we work? You say we only judge the work you do this year and not previous years. You say you've sacrificed your tears and sweat or whatever for us. Puhlease honey. Don't act like you're the only one that does. Just cut the crap and whining and GROW UP! I was nice to you. I listened to your non-stop whining. I took care of you. I gave you advice. And this is what you do in return? Joy. Successful people don't whine all day long about the injustice of the world. They stand up and fight against it. Guess what? You're not one of them. My patience and tolerance for you doesn't exist anymore. Good luck in life. You're going to need it.
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Person #2
Aren't you supposed to be the role model? For us to look up to? Instead, you're the person that i do not want to be when i grow up. I just want you to realise what crap you are doing now and improve yourself. And i'll continuously try to knock some sense into that thick head of yours. Listen to those who wants to help you for once. Instead of pretending to be nice with that fake voice and mask of yours. Seriously. It's so menggelikan I almost vomited.
8:07 PM
I think there's something wrong with me
I'm not the same person
I used to procrastinate but not this much
I keep on forgetting to do important stuff
I'm taking things to easily
It's SPM year
I have no idea what the hell i'm doing
I'll try my best to change
Although i think it'll take time
p.s i'm really sorry to those ppl who has to pay for my mistakes. You know who you are. :)
7:01 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
(in an hour anyway ;))
Spent the evening of new year's eve at OU with awesome company :D
It was a great relief after the disappointing day i had
Didn't stay for countdown though
Thus, the reason why i'm blogging right now :p
2008 has been a bittersweet year for me
But i wouldn't trade it for the world
My family and friends are awesome
Thanks u guys ;)
Also
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALANI AND OMAR
on your excellent PMR results
I'm so proud of the both of you
I'll belanja ice-cream eventhough u dun need me 2 :p
CONGRATULATIONS TO THE REST OF MY FORM 3 FRIENDS
no matter what your results were
you tried ur best
ciao darlings
7:17 AM
Why is this happening?
I'm so confused
I'm tired of this already
The silence. The forced speeches. The forced smiles.
It's been going on for too long
Help me
9:22 PM
So last week has been fun!
Sarah and Alani slept over
Amier joined a little later
Had a lot of fun :)
Movies. Wii. Gossip. Laughter.
All my problems disappeared just like that :p
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I sprained my foot :(
Painful dowh
But it's getting better
Hopefully ill be able to watch Twilight with Mer and Iman 2moro
Can't wait!
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Shuba left for London and Liyana left for US
I miss them already!
and here I am, stuck in good ol' Malaysia
Eh it's not so bad i guess
I guess i'll have to endure the boring hols
Cousins went back home already
I haven't been going out like i thought i would
Maybe i should start :p
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Oh sprained foot! Heal oh heal!
Faster if you may!
Please!
Ciao darlings
p.s Dear Iryan, yes i updated. I know ur shocked. So am I. Please bwk me jalan jalan before i die of boredom :D
10:19 PM
I would like to wish
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY!!
to my dear cousin
ASILAH HANNAH
I hope u get lots of presents and money and don't forget to belanja the rest of the cousins ok? :D
19/11
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I would also like to wish
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
(sorry i forgot your age lah :p)
to another dear cousin (although i know u wont be reading this)
AZHAR RAZMAN
I hope ur having lots of fun in Manchester and good luck with ur job and studies :D
19/11
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AND...
I would like to wish
HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY
to my awesome friend
ALIA ASTAMAN
I hope u enjoyed yourself so far and good luck with ur Form 4 life which will come soon. You're an awesome friend and helper in the kilang pengawas :p Thanks for the help. We all REALLY appreciate it. Don't STRESS to much :)
18/11
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and yes there are no pictures cuz this is Anis's blog. The lazy bum :)
Ciao darlings
3:00 AM
